you

and I'm lying here in my wide empty bed...

and I close my eyes because I want to go to sleep...

and I'm listening to the tv because I can't bear the silence as I lay here all alone...

and suddenly I feel it coming down my face.

Its a tear drop.

only one. not many.

its only one simple tear drop that slips away from my eye.

now I'm looking at myself at the mirror.

waiting

waiting for words.

how am I to explain? how could anyone explain any of it?

I'm without you.

I'm without you.

why am I without you again?

I can't say, so I cry instead, is that it?

No. No that's not it.

I don't cry. I never cry.

But you do, don't you?

You cry all the time. Yes you do.

You cry for the wind. You cry for the weather.

You cry for your mother, you cry for your father.

You cry for everything, don't you?

You cry for it all.

All, but me.

You want it all...

But me.

Don't you?