The exhausting nature of my body troubles me.

I can feel my dirty blood circulating through my body
Gently experiencing every little bit of it
Reaching out for my soul but its never there - almost
Giving me life - and taking it away without me even knowing it
Getting me up and pushing me down under
Down under,
Way under,
Deep enought to often suffocate
Leaving me while I try to taste it
Its my liqour
Its my poison
My part-time lover
Don't abandon me like they did
Don't ever escape from my body
Stay within and melt inside of me
Melt with me
Kiss me here and
Touch me there
Feel me over and over and over
Feel me like I do
The way I want you to
Cut my skin and make your way through
Rush into my veins and explode
Kill me even
Revive me maybe
Bring me home tomorrow
Take me away tonight